Words, Hands, Heart

TO MY LOVE.....

2008-07-23T03:10:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 15TH MONTH !!!!

ILOVEYOU ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS :]

back once more.....

2008-07-15T01:22:00.004+08:00

Hello long forsaken blog, teehee. I'm sorry that i left you dusty for a period of time. Well, all has been well except for a few arguements with B. but yeps, its resolved, well girls always like to throw their tantrum around so yeah, i just have to take every blow of it. HAHAS. i bet B will be like "WHAT!" type of expression. hahas, anyways. I just send my precious vaio for servicing, well....SOMEHOW the software got corrupted. i have no idea how, maybe its because i disabled to user account thingy. well....VISTAs' are problematic.

well, i cant wait for tmr thou, picnic at i-have-no-idea-where. i think its called botanical gardens. but i'm more keen to go to sentosa! hahas, recently there's this craze from me to get to skim-ing. welllllll......apparently many malays in SG does it. which i kinda fancy, but i have no idea where to get the skim board. the idea is kinda wasted thou. hmms....if anyone knows anything about skimming, please do not hesitate to tag me :p

this blog post is forced by my beloved. hahas, and she insist that i blog about how i have the best girlfriend in the world. so BHB....hahas, but i still love you. :p

thou we have out ups and down,
its best to know that we never gave up.

i love you baby, i do

ciao readers!

Back...

2008-06-29T04:40:00.002+08:00

Hello everybody, GOOD GOOD GOOD. Alright, back to post after a short break. Well, the past days have been fine. School has been usual, OLD OLD PEOPLE = KEITH CANT CONNECT. Well, close friends know that i'm uber talkative, but apparently when i'm in a new and unknown enviroment, i'll be like TIKUS! quiet quiet one, keeping to myself. Hahas, anyways before i carry on, just want YOU to know, YES YOU my dearly reader to know that I'M ALIVE AND KICKING! hahas. well, not really kicking cause my leg aint right yet. But what i meant was to check on my blogs for U/D okay. Thank you faithfull one. Hahas...

Anyways, went to the Mint Toy Museume. Well, there basically Toys only, and those retro retro ones, i didnt see any POWER RANGERS thou :p Its a place that you go once, and that enough already cause i doubt they'll change the toys cause its all placed nicely and all with HIGH VALUE. and i mean VALUE like USD5000. Took pictures there, head over to B's blog to see them :P

Oh.. I wanna ZHNG(mod) my Psp :] lemme know where okay? tag my TAGBOARD.

B bought me a MP3 player i always yearned for :D THANK YOU DARLING! its a ZEN 4GB from Creative. She was soooo silly, the way she tricked me and everything like else. Hmms, really delighted for the player B. thank you once again :] anyways, going over to B's home later tmr to watch the match, thou i a neutral NATIONAL TEAM fan now (CAUSE OF STUPID BO-NAO-DO) i guess i favour Spain to win it. so yah, prediction would be Extra time 2-1.

VIVA ESPANA!!

alright, that shall be it. i seriously aint blogging properly cause i wanna get to bed asap :P

hahas, click in soon for the next update alright :]

ciaos.....

CARISSALUOPUIYUN ILOVEYOU.

QUIZ TIME.

2008-06-23T21:37:00.002+08:00

Silly quiz that LAOGONG tagged me to do, and BABY FORCED ME TO DO! ARGHHH.....

-If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
Get angry first, after i cool down, analyse the situation. only 2 possible outcomes - break or forgive

-If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
I wanna be A ZILLION-AIRE!!!

-What will your dream wedding be like?
Most probably, a church wedding filled with many love ones. After that to one of the grand-est ballroom in Singapore cause i wanna get married here(DUH!)

-Are you hungry?
I'M ALWAYS HUNGRY.

-What’s your ideal lover like?
MY IDEAL ONE WOULD BE NO ONE EXCEPT CARISSALUOPUIYUN

-Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
I personally feel love and being love are equally blessed :P

How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
Realistically not long, probably about 1 month or 2?

-If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Confess to her, have confident! and go all out for the person. its kinda low, but never give up on something that you really want.

-Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
My leg :(

-Is being attached fun?
Being in a relationship definitely has its ups and down.

-How do you see yourself in ten years time?
Married, Stable income. 1 kid?

-Who are currently the most important people to you?
Family, CARISSALUOPUIYUN, Ass-es and ONGJUNHAO! hahas.

What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
Issac tagged me, so i would say he's ONE HECK OF A FRIEND :]

-Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
Married but poor. NO EXPLANATION, JUST FELT A THUG ON THAT ANSWER.

-What’s the first thing you do every morning?
DA BIAN!

- Would you give all in a relationship?
I seriously dont know, i'll try to give my very best.

-If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
the one who i share the same likings more, the one who understands me more :]

-What are your friends usually like?
All sorts.

-What type of friends do you dislike?
Dishonest & Show OFFS! ESPECIALLY PEOPLE WHO STOOD ME UP!

NEXT 6:
BABY!
Smallie & Biggy.
Tikus.
Foofoo.
BIMBO!

2008-06-22T01:36:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 14TH MONTHVESARY.....

I LOVE YOU CARISSALUO PUIYUN :]

♥

I'm sorry.

2008-06-20T22:17:00.000+08:00

You and me
A little different though we tried to stay the same
It never leaves
And when it changes it is still a waiting game
I wait for a lonely breath
I wait to surface from this depth
Wait for the light to come and take away
These images I've kept
In my head.
More then ever
I need to feel you
More then ever
I see the real you
You are me
A worse disaster would be waking up alone
Now we're free
We're drifting out like all the ones we didn't know
I wait for a silence here
I wait for things to disappear
Wait for the ground to stop
Moving underneath
My only fear
If I lose you, I don't know
More than ever
I need to feel you, its all around
More than ever
I see the real you, and it surrounds
Everything, everything we have had.
Out of sight, out of mind given that
What I see when I dream hurts like hell and back
Everything, everything we have had,
Out of sight, out of mind given that
What I see when I dream hurts like hell and back
More than ever,
I need to feel you
Its all around
More that ever
I see the real you
And it surrounds
More that ever I need to feel you
Its all around
More that ever I see the real you
And it surrounds

最後的風度 - 羅志祥

2008-06-20T18:04:00.004+08:00

没有人介入

所有人觉得你该满足

我把心血全都付出你为何想要哭

为你作主

让你受到我的保护

可是你像受苦到底是谁难以相处

我给你幸福你问我什么才是幸福

这个问题反而让我把你看个清楚

你怕束缚

我的爱没能把你驯服

你没有退路那倒不如爽快结束

就让你见识我的风度

你离开我要不要庆祝

我不怕爱的残酷

反正我很想跳舞

我最喜欢挑战孤独

我也爱放下包袱

没有谁我也不舍得哭

我我不在乎

你觉得痛苦

我倒不愿意为爱受苦

只有这样我才做到

对你的背叛宽恕

想你幸福

想不到分手你才幸福

是谁的错误我不认输我忍得住

就让你识我的风度

你离开我要不要庆祝

我不怕爱的残酷反正

我很想跳舞

我最喜欢挑战孤独

我也爱放下包袱

没有谁我也不舍得哭

我没有空在乎

就让你见识我的风度

我忍痛温柔的祝福

你会一生都记住

我要你铭心刻骨

我最喜欢挑战孤独

我也爱放下了包袱

没有谁没难度我最怕哭

爱要爱得投入却不在乎

我不配

2008-06-20T06:44:00.003+08:00

也许我不配....

just want you to know that, i miss you. i miss you so.........

Elmo????

2008-06-20T06:12:00.003+08:00

Its raining now, will you still be going to watch the sunrise with ELMO? Ponders................

Screw ELMO.

2008-06-20T04:25:00.003+08:00

I knew it, something wasn't going to be right. Seriously, shoot me down. I called you so many times, none you picked up. I just dont know what to do. Wassup with ELMO. Come on, screw this shit.

ELMO! YOU'RE DEAD! NEVER LET ME HUNT YOU DOWN.

its you that i love.

2008-06-17T16:24:00.002+08:00

i cant seem to give you up.

from the bottom of my heart.

for shit i contradict myself. for crap i had to deny myself.

i'm sorry.

MOVED! :]

2008-06-16T19:28:00.002+08:00

Hello! If you guys are wondering where did my wife's blog go to, she has moved to c-sasaxz.blogspot.com. [:

Everything will change......

2008-06-12T22:33:00.004+08:00

BUT LOVE REMAINS THE SAME :]

well, was late today to meet C. We had Billy Bombers today, well it was better than i expected thou :] They serve my favourite CHILI CON CUP which is a plus point for them AND AND AND the have DR PEPPERS TOO!!!!! The next trip, i'll just have DR PEPPERS AND CHILI BOWL! Wakakkas....The day was as usual as it goes, watched some tele at C's home, slept, surfed the net and we brought the cute little furball out for KAIKAI today. THE DOG(its name is fluffy but i just like to call her THE DOG) is soooo freaking adorable. Stop, Pause, Pee, Walk, Drink. Well, that was a basic description on what happen during the walk. Had dinner with Uncle, Auntie, REEREE and C. Well, Uncle and Auntie are intrested in watching The Happening, WHICH, I TOO WANNA WATCH.

Well, that was for today. Yesterday, had soccer session with the usual clan. Hmms......scored twice? hahahas....Wanna get back to soccer days thou :] strive hard. Had lepak session, reached home around 4am plus. Hahas, tmr's gonna be a boring day. Nothing to do, initially i was supposed to help out Sportslink, but in the end they found new birdies to work tmr. Well, maybe gonna look up LAOGONG. C's going out with her BFF, so i shall be good and give her her own space.

That's about it,

SHOUT OUTs TO PEOPLE.

- PAPA: I'll keep you in prayer :] dont worry about mama, i'll take care of her :P

-LAOGONG: when meeting up to take your iPood?

-DAN a.k.a SEXY DJ: WHEN HAVING SOCCER AGAIN! I CANT WAIT MAN!

TO THE TWO T*H's OUT THERE, I BET YOU'RE READING THIS. IF YOU DARE TO DO THEN ADMIT LA! COME ON, ITS OBVIOUS THAT YOU 2 ARE TRYING TO SPLIT ME AND C UP. HAVE THE GUTS TO DO IT INFRONT OF ME LA, BIT***S. DONT COME AND ACT INNOCENT AND SAY, MY SISTER DID'NT TYPE, NOT INVOLVED. WHATEVER CRAP. COME ON LA, WHO'S THE CHILDISH ONE. GET YOUR OWN LIFE LA! NO ONE WAS EVEN BOTHERING TO REMEMBER WHO YOU WERE UNTIL YOU HAD THE BLOODY CHEEK TO TAG C'S BLOG. SERIOUSLY, WE DONT NEED YOUR HELP. SO JUST SHOO OFF, GET IT? SHOO!

You're the SUNSHINE after my rain.

2008-06-10T23:44:00.003+08:00

I guess its the rainbow after the rain that we always yearn to see, but sometimes we cannot withstand the thunderstorm pouring on us that we got blew away so easily. But yet, no matter how far we drift apart, the sun will always dry us up and bring us back together. Its like the same as a rubricks cube, there are times when one can never solve the problem. But at the end of the day, the rubricks cube will be formed back to the original colour.

Short and sweet. Enough said. You know & I Know, that will do :]

2008-06-10T03:57:00.001+08:00

飞机已离开机场

妳选择了前往妳的方向

不再迷惘

忘了我给妳的伤

学会坚强

从前的我不懂妳牺牲多大

为我失去朋友不讲

还放弃了所有梦想

觉得没怎样

不会将心比心去想

让妳慢慢慢慢失去了希望

能不能够再给我机会好好的爱妳

我会仔细的聆听

妳对我说的一言一语

我会学会去控制脾气不让妳伤心

对妳好好的去珍惜

请妳相信我的心还是爱妳

我想再重来一次

回到过去弥补妳的伤

没那种事

怎么做才能够停止

后悔竟伤妳如此

不再放肆

为何总到失去才懂的难过

当妳在我身边的时候

总是为我默默守候

都是为我的错

错过这难得的拥有

就让妳爱我的心慢慢溜走

能不能够再给我机会好好的爱妳

我会仔细的聆听

妳对我说的一言一语

我会学会去控制脾气不让妳伤心

对妳好好的去珍惜

请妳相信我的心还是爱妳

Because you love me....

2008-06-06T00:56:00.002+08:00

beacuse you love me, you never gave up on me.

no matter how bad, how deep i hurt you

you will always be here because you love me.

i know i took you for granted many times.

i know that it's killing you inside.

but even thou i said it a thousand times.

i still gotta repeat it.

i'm sorry.

i know you're hurt,

but let me take my responsibility as your partner

to remove all the pains that i caused

i'm sorry that i took you for granted.

and i know i gotta prove to you my actions

cause you're ever so sick of words.

but i'm gonna repeat it one last time.

i'm sorry.

Baby girl, you know things will never turn out what we want it to be. But i'm glad that we made a decision and not let things hinder in our way. I was selfish and i apologise for that. I shouldnt have put something else infront of you as my piority. I know that it's gonna take some time for the wound to heal, but know that it'll eventually heal up. Let me walk with you thru the steps of recovery cause i'll do whatever it takes to turn things around. You want me to change, to love you the way you want me to. I'll do it, just for you :]

I LOVE YOU SWEETHEART.

2008-06-04T16:37:00.002+08:00

Since there's no more you and me

It's time I let you go

So I can be free

And live my life how it should be

No matter how hard it is

I'll be fine without you

Dear Mr Cristiano Dos Santos Aveiro,

2008-06-03T01:18:00.002+08:00

I'm very very very upset about what you did. First, you gave us(all UNITED fans) a promise but now, you're breaking it. I really really hope to see you stay with UNITED. I once-d looked up to you, but i guess its gonna change. IF you really leave and choose Real Madrid, i hope you turn out to be like DB. Once a great UNITED player, for fame, money and everything else he went to spain and yet what did he get? transfered to LA! I hope you'll regret your decision. Please dont leave UNITED. Your future is brightest here, you're at the BEST CLUB IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD, who has just won the Champions league and BPL. THE KINGS OF EUROPEAN FOOTBALL! So why leave? STAY WITH THE CHAMPIONS!

Hello readers,
Above is what i hope Ronaldo notices what happens if he leaves UNITED. Hahas, if you aint a UNITED FAN, dont bother trying to decipher what its typed above although its pretty much common sense. ANYWAYS, updates!!!! hahas... Well, i had school today. Its getting tougher lesson by lesson. Came back not long ago from BABY's home. (C-A-M-P-F-I-R-E-S-O-N-G SONG! so amazing) opps... shall not side track. Like i said, just came back not long ago from BABY's home. We were doing some revision together. Hmms, we should do it more often cause esp. now her modules are the same as mine although i just started. So, she can help me and i can refresh her memory just in case she forgets something. Well, before i headed to school, BABY&I headed down to sportslink to get my soccer boots. Well, i'm back doing excerise, wanna slim down. Soccer and running :]

Past few days... nothing much happend. OHHS.... i'm feeling a little better already. BABY forced me to drink one whole bottle of water before i left her place. I'm done for today :] Going to collect my IC later. So yupps. See ya!

Later!

YOU'LL ALWAYS BE MY BABY

2008-05-31T01:22:00.003+08:00

HELLO everybody. Hmms, it has been about 2-3 days sinced i blogged? Well, was kinda caught up with activities. Soccer, accompanying baby, or maybe even sleeping. Well, have been kinda tired lately. I think i'm caught with some bug. I'm feel a little sick now. My throat hurts, so i guess its a infection which will eventually lead to FEVER! hais.... gonna start drinking loads and lots of fluids. YOU TOO! The weather has been crazy, either too hot or too cold. Anyways, rented some dvds to watch with baby. She doesn't wanna go home cause there are some new air-conditioners fixed. And exentually it'll lead to lots of dust, which my baby do not like at all. I shall end now, cause i'm sleepy and not feeling well. So very very sorry.

takcare readers AND drink loads of fluids. DONT FALL ILL!!!! hahahas....

ciao.

P.S. I LOVE THE WAY YOU LOOK ME IN THE EYE.

MARVEL ALLIANCE (PSP)

2008-05-28T02:59:00.003+08:00

yupps, that's the game i'm soooo hooked up right now. Hahas, thanks to Ted who downloaded for me. Anyways, Ted is Sweetes's brother. Have been waiting quite some time for the games, probably 3-5 days. When i got it, i was like WOW-ed by the graphics, i found it wasnt that bad. Probably 6/10?( BETTER THAN CRISIS CORE) Alright, shan't bore you out with my games.

Meet up with Ass-es today, we went to sweensens. They're like always late lo, or was i too early. Neverminds....i had chili fish pasta, small had chicken&mushroom, big has prawn dippers. Well, none of us finish our food cause we were like yaking thru, catching up with each other. Well, its good to see that they're fine. Everyone's busy with school la! Hahas, after sweensens, we took a walk around IMM. Sandy's BF wished me Happy birthday, well he's big in size and i'm jealous cause i want his height. He's pretty well toned, with loads of tattoos. Lucky for him as he didnt join us at sweensens, if not i'll be like question-ing him everything about his tattoos la! hahas......

Later is going to be a long day, heading down Cine to watch NARNIA!!!! hahas, hopefully they have the sneaks. Its kinda stupid when the commercials say open in theaters @ 29 and we're heading on the 28th to watch. Well maybe i'm the stupid one. That is what SNEAK PREVIEWS ARE FOR RIGHT.... (i'm kinda sleepy now, so please mind with the stupidity throughout this whole entry).

well, that sums up my day. OH BTW, before i went to meet Ass-es, i was at Sweetes' home watching some dvd tittled BENCHWARMERS. its super hilarious la. hmms, i should say that there will never be a dull moment with baby :] hahas, loads of fun= HAPPY!

alright, i guess i really need to sleep already.

GOODNIGHT readers!

& GOODMORNING!

&GOODAFTERNOON!

&GOODBYE!

hahas, P.S. I LOVE YOU CARISSA!

AGE GAP.........

2008-05-27T00:30:00.003+08:00

Hahas, guess the tittle of this post will say about my "classmates". Sad to say MOST of them are like above 25. I think its safe to say they 75% of the people attending the class are above 25 years old. Kinda dissapointing thou, however there is always a brighter side that the remaining 25% are not :D(smiles HIMBO-ly). I know, LAME.....there are a few hand-sum boys in my class. hahas, but they're kinda beng-ish, as in their appearence, they smoke, tatts all over. Well, i shant judge a BOOK by its cover. Hiaks hiaks..... class was okay, but kinda fast. Hmms, i felt that it was like COMMON SENSE about marketing. Hmms, shall do some revision on my own & yes, i was late for class and the worst part is, i got shitty sits. SIANS..... gotta try to be earlier next lesson. Anyways, was kinda thinking if i wanna get a job, since classes are like pretty short. maybe COLD ROCK? RALPH LAUREN? ( cause SOMEONE is working there). B&J?(reeree jiejie intro one). hahas, (i bet REE-REE jie jie will kill me if she sees' this). hmnmms.... PONDERS........

They day was kinda fast also, woke up at 12 odd to open the door for baby, i guess i'm gonna make a set of house keys for her. hahas, HIDDEN MEANING. (in case you didnt get it, i dont have to disrupt my sleep). So, i revamp-ed my room. Shifted things here and there. I think it looks better now, had the urge to paint my wall grey. I think my room needs a new coat of paint. Hahas, many things i wanna do/buy/change about my room. :P hopefully mama allows.

Baby was kinda upset that some ~~spammers~~ went to her blog and criticised her. Well, i'm kinda glad that Baby was mature enough to know how to handle the situation. I'm proud of her cause i know she's a changed being :] Well done baby, I'm proud of you. mmmuuuaaacccckkksss...

Well, i'm gonna get myself some sleep. Gonna meet my ASS-ES tmr for a super duper late

"B'dae celebration". hahas, nvms ass-es its the thoughts that count :]

Alright, going off now......

TATA!

JUNO! Go catch it!

2008-05-25T23:27:00.002+08:00

Okays okays, i know it has been out sometime already. But i still gotta say this show isnt bad. It made me shed a few tears, kinda touchy. Well, the day was short cause i woke up at 4.30-ish plus? Meet up with B, had dinner at Subway, rented movies then headed to her home. Auntie&Uncle are back from Scandanavia, the pictures they took look SUPERB. The alps, scenery and everything. Super relaxing, i personally feel its like a place to retire to lah!

Anyways, school starts tmr. I'm pretty excited, but on another hand, sians.......cause you know, i have'nt been catching up with books since ages! I'm kinda worried about classes, hopefully there are younger generation people in my class. Gotta really really buck up, cause i dont want my dad to be dissapointed with me.

Schools aside, Hillsong United was FABULOUS! Their like AWESOME lah. I was kinda dissapointed with the start, cause some people dragged the whole event till 7.40pm when we(Baby, Lyd jiejie and I) were inside since 6.30pm. They were basically doing stupid stuff la! Come on, we were there to praise and to worship not to promote damn NEW CRE*****. Anyways, the worship was goooood.

Well, gotta ciao now. I'll update tmr about school. Anyways, Laogong is coming to stay over during his hols. RANDOM! i know :P

TATA!

Back As One

2008-05-25T05:53:00.004+08:00

We're fine now. Anyways, its just a mere 2 hours fit. Nothing of a big deal. What's past has already past. Now we gotta pick ourselves up & continue of journey.

I'm sorry baby. Sorry to have made you feel not good enough for me, the truth is nobody is perfect okays :] dont have to always be so insecure that you're not good enough for me cause you're the best. We shall just let it be alrighty? Always remember that I Love You no matter what. Muacks......

Ciao!